It’s getting harder and harder with each passing day. I don’t know if it’s because I’m still not taking my medicine or if I just have sucked at everything lately. I’m fucking up pretty much every thing I have, and I’m too stubborn / too paranoid / too scared to fix any of it. I’m feeling so bipolar, and I just want everything to stop. Just for a second.
I keep on getting these stupid attacks, and the negative is beating the positive. I don’t know if I can do this anymore.